you’ve lied so much that the words that come out of your mouth have lost meaning.

i kind of lost myself for a while and now i think i’m going to just focus on finding myself again because i don’t think i really like who i’ve become.

sometimes things happen to other people that don’t directly affect me and i just get really really sad anyways because i can’t imagine what it would be like for that to happen to me and i think about how their life is about to completely change and they’re going to be affected by this for the rest of their life. and it’s just so sad and not fair because they’re so strong and they cheer other people up and make other people laugh and life just really sucks sometimes because there’s nothing you can do to help or make things better.

but i don’t want your pity and i don’t want you to treat me any differently just because i’m a self harmer. i think i need to save myself.

a bunch of my friends are annoyed with me because i got a 30 on the ACTs and beat them without studying at all. i understand that would be a little frustrating but can we please be happy for me? ok thanks.

Some days I’m just sad and there’s nothing that anyone can do to make me feel better.

but to be honest I don’t even care anymore I don’t blame them.