Because I feel like shit and no one gives a shit.

Oops my bad for thinking that I actually was going to have plans for tonight.

I’ve spent so much time dwelling on how I feel so alone, I’ve detached myself from everyone.

 I’ve been such a shit friend in the process because all I can think about is how none of my friends have been here for me. But the thing is, they’re going through shit too and they might be thinking the same exact thing. And it’s not fair having that double standard.

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Normal people are boring people.

going to bed without doing my homework cause yolo

I’m sorry guys that was directed at my parents.

I know that you guys are here for me and I love you all so much for that. All of your messages mean the world to me and really do help. I’ll respond to them tomorrow, I really have to get sleep for my AP test tomorrow. I just wanted to say thank you all so much for being here for me<3

I just want to know that you guys are proud of me.

It feels like you guys don’t even care. I’ve worked so hard and done so well but it still doesn’t seem like you guys care.